Fruitful Darkness

Beloved American poet, Mary Oliver once wrote, “Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.”

Darkness has prevailed in the Western hemisphere, autumn mourns the loss the Sun whom no doubt returns triumphant in spring. Where once temples illumined, now there may only enough oil for one night of eight. Others too have readied themselves for a long journey at the mid hour of night. That story goes, wise men saw a star in the East and followed. Just as it was likely a long journey into night for those men, a journey toward deliverance from yet again another battle , and a long journey for even the Sun, so too was it also a journey for a woman who would move in the night fearing persecution as she traversed the darkness seeking shelter. 

Darkness is here, like it or not. Delivered with “good tidings” and, yes, even “comfort and joy.” This is because, darkness can be a fertile place, a healing place from which we can go forth to reengage the world. Spiritual teacher Joan Halifax enumerates its gifts: “inquiry and listening, nonviolence and non-duality, patience and concentration, connectedness and intimacy, authenticity and stillness, understanding and compassion, and seeing beyond language and intuition. In the fruitful darkness there is silent medicine.”

Silence away from the discursive mind and actions that prevent us from knowing the womb of experience and exploration of sacred connection. What might it be like to give permission toward the silence and to deepen into the fruitful darkness and allow other gifts to open? The intimate Simple Gifts reminiscent of Shaker hymns; 
'Tis the gift to be simple, 'tis the gift to be free
'Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,
'Twill be in the valley of love and delight.
When true simplicity is gained,
To bow and to bend we shan't be ashamed,
To turn, turn will be our delight,
Till by turning, turning we come 'round right.

No longer ashamed? To love and delight? In a circle, with justice and freedom for all people? In the book of Isaiah, g*d says, “I will give you the treasures of darkness, and riches hidden in secret places.”  When we have received those treasures, those hidden riches, it is time to begin the journey back to the light, back ... to joy. 

Before we can step into the miracle of joy, we have to embrace the darkness to know the joy.  It is here in the refuge of darkness that we are allowed to accept all of the uncertainty that exists in our world. This shadow has always been with us and is the tipping point towards grace and abundance is we invite the power it provides. It is through this power we open our minds, hearts, and  hands to the treasures of the fruitful darkness we can emerge more empowered, more free, and blessed with more joy.

The joy that comes when the Sun returns, unwavering and triumphant, and full of the warmth and bounty, the Solstice story of prosperity. The joy when “just enough” becomes the miracle that transcends into more than enough, the Hanukkah story of faith. The joy when the long walk toward that star that shone bright, the Christmas story of love divine.  The joy that comes when we open our hearts to those in need, seeking refuge. 

Greek novelist, Nikos Kazantzakis reminds us, “The real meaning of enlightenment is to gaze with undimmed eyes on all darkness.” As this season moves towards the height of darkness, inching closer back towards the light, let us receive the gifts of darkness. And when we emerge in brighter days, let us remember that so much depends on sharing joy! 

This article originally published by The Wild Hunt.